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Sogni d'oro, svetloba mojega večera.

He was one of the most amazing people I've ever met. Well, I can't really say meet, because our relationship that went back for probably almost 10 years, was caught in a cyber world. Okay, one of the most amazing people I've ever known. We used to spend hours and hours, nights and nights chatting. A true, good, deep, sweet friend. We developed a kind of a language of our own; special nicknames, special phrases... Once we even connected through Skype or something and sort of danced. Silly little moment. And it was Hey You by The Basement Jaxx.  I guess meeting him in person would be - if I can put it out so rudely - the main reason for me to finally, properly, set foot in the UK.

A funny little episode from 5 or maybe 6 years ago. We talked about silly little habits people sometimes have. One of them was also keeping pictures of people you care for in your wallet. And I said: "But of course I also have a picture of you in my wallet." I got a set of big green eyes in return. So I quickly printed out one of his pictures and faked it how I am taking it from my wallet. We had loads of laughs because of that. And I have kept that little printed picture ever since.


And now this man is gone. And there'll be no more conversations that stared with "Hey kidda" and "Hey kitten". And I am crying.

Sweet dreams, Damo.


( 27 comments — Leave a comment )
Jul. 2nd, 2012 11:33 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry to hear this. Big warm hugs.
Jul. 2nd, 2012 11:43 pm (UTC)
Oh, I'm so sorry.
Jul. 2nd, 2012 11:45 pm (UTC)
:-( I'm sorry.
Jul. 2nd, 2012 11:57 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry to hear of this..but you will be friends for ever :-)
Jul. 3rd, 2012 12:14 am (UTC)
I'm very sorry. :(
Jul. 3rd, 2012 12:26 am (UTC)
Oh, Tomaz, I'm so sorry, honey-bunny!
Jul. 3rd, 2012 01:21 am (UTC)
I am so sorry, Tomaz. May your memories of him bring you comfort. He looks utterly adorable--candidissima anima as the Romans used to say.
Jul. 3rd, 2012 01:23 am (UTC)
My sweet Tomaz, I'm truly sorry for your loss. I hope you'll be able to keep his photo close to you so you can remember...
Jul. 3rd, 2012 01:58 am (UTC)
Sorry for your loss T!!!
Big hugs!!!
Jul. 3rd, 2012 02:17 am (UTC)
moje iskreno sozalje, tomaz.
Jul. 3rd, 2012 02:47 am (UTC)
I am so sorry to hear, sweet man. I know that some of my best friends in the world are people I have never met in person. I would miss them as acutely as if they had lived next door the entire time. Major hugs to you from the heart of Texas...
Jul. 3rd, 2012 03:21 am (UTC)
ugh. so young. I hope you're ok.
Jul. 3rd, 2012 06:22 am (UTC)
Deepest condolences, Tomaz.

Jul. 3rd, 2012 03:18 pm (UTC)
hugs and lovin's Tomaz, I'm sure you meant as much to him as he did to you. What a gift that you had together.
Jul. 3rd, 2012 03:25 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry, Tomaz. You wrote about him so beautifully, and your picture is worth 1000 words.
Jul. 3rd, 2012 05:32 pm (UTC)
Awww, sorry to hear about your loss, though you have some wonderful memories.
Big Hugs ;-)
Jul. 3rd, 2012 08:00 pm (UTC)
Sorry to hear your news. I hope his dreams are indeed golden.
Jul. 4th, 2012 01:37 am (UTC)
I am so sorry to hear of your loss.

I have lost people who I had a very heartfelt connection through the Internet and by some stroke of fate's wicked hand, they are gone.

My heart weeps for you too.

Jul. 4th, 2012 04:01 am (UTC)
Jul. 4th, 2012 05:43 am (UTC)
I hope you can take solace in the good memories you have of him - they will last forever.
Jul. 4th, 2012 06:27 am (UTC)
I am sorry for the loss of your dear friend. He sounds like he was a hell of a lot of fun.
Jul. 4th, 2012 07:14 am (UTC)
I am so sorry for your loss. Try to hold on to those good memories and remember that you enriched his life too.
Jul. 4th, 2012 01:07 pm (UTC)
mi dispiace moltissimo, ti sono vicino con il mio pensiero, un abbraccione forte, sii forte, ora hai un angelo che da lassù ti protegge. Con affetto.
Jul. 4th, 2012 04:50 pm (UTC)
Sorry to hear about your friend Tomaz.
*big hug*
Jul. 5th, 2012 03:53 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry, Tomaz. Hang in there, my friend. HUGS.
Jul. 8th, 2012 11:08 pm (UTC)
OMG and I missed this when I was away from LJ.

*big big hugs*
Jul. 14th, 2012 08:03 pm (UTC)
One of the many things I love about you is the sweetness of your soul.

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